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| Last one, honest. |
| 02.12.05 (12:37 am) [edit] |
I'd bow or curtsey, but I doubt anyone's still here.
I've shared thousands of feelings, hopes, inspirations, songs, and events that have shaped me as a person ever since Night got me into this damned thing, some ten months ago. Since then, a few readers and friends grew with me, watching me mature from a young marine to a bitter, disenfranchised twenty-something. Yeah, it happens.
I've talked about life, love, social drama, politics, religion, music, art, America. I'm sure there's more. Point is, I no longer feel qualified to give my personal point of view on these topics on these matters. Not that I dont love to write, trust, I'll continue to write privately and dole my words out to friends and family, and not that I don't love the community that I've met, solely because of the blog.
It's because, finally, at twenty-two, I'm seeing what the world is really about. I don't really want to share this morsel of info. It's one of those things that you'll have to come into on your own good merit.
To be perfectly honest, I really hope that when you see what the world is about, it's nothing like how I see it. I pray to God, Himself, that you see a happy place where your dreams are a plausible, tangible thing. I pray that each and every other person out there finds his or her niche. I pray that you find happiness. In some ways, I need you to find happiness.
It truely has been my pleasure, writing post after post, hoping to see what you had to say, and in someways, I will miss this type of interaction, but it doesn't seem real anymore. The reasons we do our day to day things just don't seem legitimate. Perhaps I've stumbled in to extentialism. Maybe what I see is what is truely going on. Either way, know that I hope that you, Reader, don't end up where I am now: a broken depressed sod who can't see a good way out.
To everybody who read this, I'll miss you.
As always,
--Avarice
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posted by: misskendy (reply)
post date: 02.12.05 (9:01 pm)
Av don't be a stranger. *hugs*
You will be missed around here
posted by: 6tsomething (reply)
post date: 02.13.05 (7:20 pm)
You know, i've beem reading this blog and a few others of and on for the last 6 months, and all i can really say about you is that your just another whiny person who doesnt look at what he has and appreciate it. Stop complaining about your little problems and be happy with what you have.
You think that you're writing something thats profound with quotes like 'We're dying anyway. Keep that in mind. It will be on the quiz.' I've heard that before, several times from those little kids that hang around outside Hot Topics, complaining about how life is so hard. Get over your little petty problems and live without whining
posted by: misskendy (reply)
post date: 12.02.06 (9:49 am)
Still miss you...I need that daily dose of averice I guess.
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